I provoked the conflict by belligerently occupying every
interesting-look ing leadership position I could get my hands on. I
have about 110 hours worth of work any given week, and if you do the math you can see that it's not a healthy habit. I've been under siege for two months and peace talks are not going well. And because I wasn't built with an unstoppable military-industrial complex under my skin, the home front is feeling the strain. There will undoubtedly be more on the home front in other posts.
My only option is to find some kind of peace-with-honor. I need to be content with doing the best that I can with the time that I have. I need to minimize the time I spend alone, which usually only leads to sleep or television. I need to manage expectations of the time I spend with others; group study time must be spent studying, and social time must be spent replenishing my overextended resources. I need to focus on the tasks at hand until that task is over. These are goals I have for the next few weeks.
Time will always run out on me, but I can stop running out on myself.